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Name: ashley
Birthday: 9/29/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Guitar,anything music related (especially if it has the name GUSTER on it), soccer, softball, writting, reading, politics, travel (though i haven't had the changce to quite yet), foreign movies, museums, and anything else which relates to culture.
Expertise: Well, i'm an English/Secondary Ed. major...so I suppose my expertise in a few years will be English and teaching...
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  guster929
Member Since:
12/4/2003
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| Oh! I forgot closure!
fin.
(don't worry, I've decided to go along with my old myspace blog, it's just more fun than this. The link is on my profile)
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| .:Just trust me you said:.
*I'm in PA now...until the 30th...so far...so good...fingers crossed...
*And so after a long period of not writing, I've started again:
"Platonic Love"
The calluses on my fingers
Smoothed over by lack
Of playing on my part
Each strum rang your voice
A finger pick brought back your words
And so I've let this go
To escape the pain
Of a past that lingers
Like a bad smell
That rubs itself up against my nose
I've left the north
Exiled myself as an Earl
Fleeing as far East
As my mind would take me
Byron, Shelly and Keats
Wrote of heartache, and love
The type of love that one
Could only dream of falling into
Not I, I've cut that tie long ago
Like the scissors to your picture
I've resorted to the next best thing;
Disconnected platonic love
Tangled and torn through the years
I cling to the last tattered pieces
Like a cat on a ledge
Screaming and howling
At the top of my lungs I hang there
T'were I to let go
Falling from you would be
A death too painful to imagine.
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| .:I'm staring at the asphalt wondering, what's burried underneath, where I am?:.
*Just had a very interesting conversation with my father about life after college. Starting up my life, a career, a place to live etc. I can't believe it's almost here, and yet I know exactly what I want to do and exactly where as well. Well, not EXACTLY where, but a good idea of general places where I would like to teach. Anywhere in the tri-state and the northeast (MA, Conn., RI). It's scary that life starts in two years and I haven't even gotten to England yet. Life is going by so fast and it's making me dizzy.
*Jay, awesome playing catchup with you today. You will forever be my little freshman...even when we're 30 
*Coffee with Mike so I can catch up with him before I leave.
*Carolyn darling, we'll do panarea at some point I promise!!!! 
*PA on monday...*shutter* let's see how this goes shall we? I'll be living there for the summer...thank G-d for Summer classes, work and of course Frisbee
*Exactly three weeks from this monday...holy shit...
*So far B+ in History for the semester...lets see what the rest of my grades say on monday
*Watched Empire Falls today. What a depressing, sad, and beautiful movie. (HBO movie to be exact)
*I started reading "My Sister's Keeper" today in Boarders...from what I got from the first page or so, seems like a very good book I still want that Ireland book that Professor Connolly suggested...oh well, I'll have to wait until I actually have the money to buy it. Boo. 
*I'm going to unpack and then perhaps i'll settle down and read Howl again...I have a hankering for some Ginsburg tonight
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